You are my...

sweetest downfall.

Life is good right now. I'm at a good place at school. I'm ready for college. I'm happy.... finally. I am happy.

It took two years to realize that you WERE my sweetest downfall. i used to drive by central on my way home from Mayfair hoping that you would see me. But not anymore, i just go straight home. I don't need you anymore, in fact i never did.
My darkness finally turned to light.

The song that describes my mood:
It Ends Tonight- All American Rejects
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this righ
tIt's too late to fight
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight.

Jane