...Read this anymore?
I honestly think no one reads this anymore. Oh well. Spring break sucked... but i only have 8 weeks left in school.
My math teacher is now my best friend, and her kids Jordan and Ariel are quite awesome.
Life is good... Im working at Lily Flagg this summer.
Monday, March 26, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
You are my...
sweetest downfall.
Life is good right now. I'm at a good place at school. I'm ready for college. I'm happy.... finally. I am happy.
It took two years to realize that you WERE my sweetest downfall. i used to drive by central on my way home from Mayfair hoping that you would see me. But not anymore, i just go straight home. I don't need you anymore, in fact i never did.
My darkness finally turned to light.
The song that describes my mood:
It Ends Tonight- All American Rejects
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this righ
tIt's too late to fight
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight.
Jane
Life is good right now. I'm at a good place at school. I'm ready for college. I'm happy.... finally. I am happy.
It took two years to realize that you WERE my sweetest downfall. i used to drive by central on my way home from Mayfair hoping that you would see me. But not anymore, i just go straight home. I don't need you anymore, in fact i never did.
My darkness finally turned to light.
The song that describes my mood:
It Ends Tonight- All American Rejects
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this righ
tIt's too late to fight
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight.
Jane
Friday, March 16, 2007
Goodness knows I saw it coming...
...or atleast i claim i did.
So wow... I'm a young adult now. I feel old. My baby cousin is going into sixth grade next year. I'm 18. Im about to graduate high school. Im going to college next year.
I dont like being old.
So wow... I'm a young adult now. I feel old. My baby cousin is going into sixth grade next year. I'm 18. Im about to graduate high school. Im going to college next year.
I dont like being old.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Almost...
...Legal.
Yep, that's right... I'm almost legal. Not that it matters or anything. I turn 18 March 15th... this Thursday. I'm pretty excited. 18 is old... at least for me. I might get a tat... who knows.
This morning church was amazing. I went to two services, one at Mayfair, and one at the light. The light is like a church for people that split-ed from churches. Mainly Monrovia. I felt at home there for some reason, maybe because i was in kinda the same position as these people. The worship was incredible. Clapping, shouting, singing, raising our hands in the sky. The Light is a church in a wear house. Its old, hot, and small. And it really is a wear house. ha! It reminded me of central, only better. There were no politics at the light, it was just time to spend in fellowship with your brothers and sisters praising Jesus. I loved it.
Life is pretty amazing sometimes.
Yep, that's right... I'm almost legal. Not that it matters or anything. I turn 18 March 15th... this Thursday. I'm pretty excited. 18 is old... at least for me. I might get a tat... who knows.
This morning church was amazing. I went to two services, one at Mayfair, and one at the light. The light is like a church for people that split-ed from churches. Mainly Monrovia. I felt at home there for some reason, maybe because i was in kinda the same position as these people. The worship was incredible. Clapping, shouting, singing, raising our hands in the sky. The Light is a church in a wear house. Its old, hot, and small. And it really is a wear house. ha! It reminded me of central, only better. There were no politics at the light, it was just time to spend in fellowship with your brothers and sisters praising Jesus. I loved it.
Life is pretty amazing sometimes.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
-KT Tunstall
Sometimes i don't know why i fight for the things i fight for. I fight for friends, law, god, and politics. I often fight for things that aren't important. I rarely fight for my family... and i never fight for myself. When i do fight for myself people don't quite understand why i fight, but, i fight because it means so much to me. I was always afraid of being alone... but it scares me to say, I'm no long afraid of being alone. You can live life without love, or a spouse. I just really want someone to love me...
Jane
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
-KT Tunstall
Sometimes i don't know why i fight for the things i fight for. I fight for friends, law, god, and politics. I often fight for things that aren't important. I rarely fight for my family... and i never fight for myself. When i do fight for myself people don't quite understand why i fight, but, i fight because it means so much to me. I was always afraid of being alone... but it scares me to say, I'm no long afraid of being alone. You can live life without love, or a spouse. I just really want someone to love me...
Jane
Thursday, March 1, 2007
I'm not ready...
...to make nice.
Rainy days are wonderful. They make you think. They give you time. Rainy days are always the days that you either sleep, or catch up on some house hold chore. Today we got out of school early because supposedly there was going to be bad weather, but i knew better than to trust Huntsville weather men. No bad weather, just a little rain... actually a lot of rain. When i got home from school i decided to clean my car, then i watched a few more episodes of Grey's, then i threw a load of laundry in, and then i finally cleaned my room. Because of the clean car, and clean room... I get to go to Tennessee this Saturday to see my room mate. I'm excited. She seems really awesome, and i know we will have a good time.
Rainy days make you think of all the things that used to be... all the people that once were in your life. As the rain poured down at my house i looked out the window and though about all of my old friends/boyfriends and i wondered what they were doing at that moment... and if it was raining where they were, and if they were thinking of me too.
I needed a rainy day...
Jane
Rainy days are wonderful. They make you think. They give you time. Rainy days are always the days that you either sleep, or catch up on some house hold chore. Today we got out of school early because supposedly there was going to be bad weather, but i knew better than to trust Huntsville weather men. No bad weather, just a little rain... actually a lot of rain. When i got home from school i decided to clean my car, then i watched a few more episodes of Grey's, then i threw a load of laundry in, and then i finally cleaned my room. Because of the clean car, and clean room... I get to go to Tennessee this Saturday to see my room mate. I'm excited. She seems really awesome, and i know we will have a good time.
Rainy days make you think of all the things that used to be... all the people that once were in your life. As the rain poured down at my house i looked out the window and though about all of my old friends/boyfriends and i wondered what they were doing at that moment... and if it was raining where they were, and if they were thinking of me too.
I needed a rainy day...
Jane
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